- Steele In The Know2
- This story
is a sequel to Steele In The Know
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- Remington Steele, glass of wine
in hand, paused as he passed the VCR to insert the first tape
he picked up, then continued toward the sofa. For the first time,
the thought of watching a movie barely interested him. His mind
was elsewhere.
He had intended to have Laura over for dinner, and to enjoy a
movie with her. But she had refused his request, claiming a previous
commitment. She'd been doing quite a lot of that lately, he reminded
himself. She always seemed to have an excuse for doing anything
more than working with him. In the six weeks since her father's
funeral with full military honors, Remington could count on one
hand the number of times they had done something together outside
of office hours.
He'd hoped that the return of her father's body from Vietnam
would have given her a sense of closure, a means of finally moving
past her loss and into her future- a future that, hopefully,
included him. But she had thrown herself totally into the Agency,
never once saying a word about her father.
Remington had spoken to Donald at lunch the other day and discovered
that she hadn't talked to her mother or Frances about him, either.
"And I can tell you, Frances is worrie, Remington,"
Laura's brother in law told him. "Laura's closed herself
off completely. Abigail complained the other day that she hadn't
returned any telephone calls the last few days."
He knew Laura well enough to know that she needed time. Her way
of handling life changing crises was to ignore them, concentrate
on her work to the exclusion of all else- and when she was ready,
deal with whatever the crisis happened to be. He remembered when
her house had been blown up, how she had gone after the people
responsible with such determination, refusing to allow herself
to lean on anyone- even him. She'd lost Bernice Foxe, Murphy
Michaels and her house within a short span of time. It hadn't
been until later that night, during a thunderstorm, that he had
heard her out here, in this very room, sobbing like a lost child.
The doorbell brought him out of his thoughts as Humphrey Bogart
looked across a smoke filled bar to see Ingrid Bergman. Pressing
the "mute" button on the control, he rose and went
to open the door.
Laura stood there, dressed in jeans and an oversized shirt covered
by a denim jacket. "Can I come in?" she asked, seeming
uncertain of his answer.
"Of course," he told her, stepping back to allow her
entry. She paused in the living room. "I thought you had
other plans," he told her.
"I did," she informed him in a voice filled with what
he easily recognized as false bravado. "I've already taken
care of it." She sat down on the sofa as Remington grabbed
his jacket and tie from the back and carried them into the bedroom.
"Haven't taken the time to tidy up," he told her. "Didn't
think there was any reason to."
She nodded, sitting forward, her hands clasped between her knees.
"I'm sorry," she whispered. "I know I haven't
been easy to get along with these last few weeks."
Remington sat down beside her, the movie forgotten. "I understand.
You needed time."
She nodded again. "Today- Today was -his birthday,"
she told him in a quiet voice that wavered as if it might break
at any moment. Remington winced, suddenly recalling the date
on the marker over John Holt's grave. "I went out there-
put some- some flowers on the grave. Sat there for what seemed
like forever, talking to him, telling him about- about my life-
about you." Remington reached out and covered her hands
with his, but didn't say anything. She needed to talk, to know
that he was there for her as he had been for the last four years-
as he fully intended to be for the rest of his life. "He's
gone," she said, and began to sob. "He's-really-gone!"
she wailed.
Remington pulled her into his arms, rocking her gently, whispering
soft words. "There, there. It'll be okay, love. It'll be
okay. Shh." He let her cry until he heard the small hiccups
that signalled that she had cried herself out.
She pulled away a little, but not so far that she was no longer
in his arms. "I kept telling myself that he'd come home,"
she said. "That one day I'd look up and he'd just be standing
there, smiling, and everything would be fine. When they told
us that it was his body, I still didn't want to believe it. Not
Daddy. It couldn't have been Daddy."
"But it was," he reminded her.
Laura managed a watery smile. "I've always been good at
self deception," she told him. "Seeing things the way
I wanted them to be instead of the way they really were. I wanted
to believe that Daddy would be back, that Wilson would accept
me without trying to change me-that you would leave me the same
way that they both did."
"Never," he told her, holding her gaze. "If it's
within my power, I'll be right here, with you, for the rest of
my life."
Laura placed a hand on his chest. "I know that now. You're
the man who changes his identity the way most men change shirts-
yet you've stayed here, with me, as Remington Steele for four
years. That means more than any words ever could."
"So you're saying that you don't need to hear the words
any longer?" Remington asked, looking at her carefully.
"Just when I've decided that I want to say them?"
Laura's eyes widened. "You do?"
Remington took her hands in his. "Do you remember the time
we went to the Devil's Playground?"
She frowned, wondering where he was going. "You pretended
to be Dr. Bellows and I was supposed to be your nurse, Tracy
Lord?" she asked. "Only you introduced me as your mistress
and hung me with the name Myrtle Groggins? You mean THAT time?"
Remington grimaced at her accurate memory. "Uh, well, yes.
I do. But what I should have asked about was something I said
to you. About having avoided commitments most of my life."
Laura went still. "I remember. What about it?" she
asked, her eyes wary.
"What I SHOULD have said was that yes, I had made it a point
to avoid commitments - until I walked into an office one day
and met an enchanting young woman who made me start to think
about things like settling down, marriage, having a family of
my own."
"Really?" she asked, sniffing. Remington grabbed a
tissue from the box behind her and wiped her cheeks clean of
tears.
"Really. I couldn't have left if I'd wanted to. And the
one time I DID leave- trying to find something tangible to give
you of my mysterious past- you came looking for me." He
smiled down at her. "You have no idea how I felt when I
realized that you were in London to find me," he told her.
"I'd never really had anyone worry that much about me before."
"You certainly didn't show it," Laura told him. "If
I recall correctly, you said `Thanks for dropping in' or something
like that, and took off to avoid the police."
"I was confused," he reminded her. "Surprised
and delighted to see you, but I hadn't found what I was looking
for yet. And I didn't want to see you again until I had."
"Your real name," Laura said.
"Yes. And since we're being honest, I'll admit that it wasn't
just for you. When I left Los Angeles, I wasn't certain that
I would ever BE Remington Steele again. And the thought of going
back to being Harry or Michael or whoever I felt like being on
any particular day didn't seem as appealing as it once had. I
wanted to know my name so I would know WHO I was."
Laura touched his cheek. "I know who you are," she
told him. Remington shook his head in confusion. "You're
Remington Steele," she said simply. "I can't even remember
what the Remington Steele that I created was supposed to be like.
You stepped into his shoes and into my life- and my heart,"
she added, looking at her hands on his chest.
Remington lifted her chin with gentle fingers, gazing deeply
into her beautiful brown eyes. "And you into mine,"
he confessed. "From the moment I walked into that office.
Even Felicia and Daniel noticed the change in me. Daniel noticed
when we spoke on the phone." He smiled. "He's been
after me for the last few weeks to lay all my cards on the table
and tell you how I felt."
Laura's eyes widened in surprise. "He has? I didn't think
Daniel Chalmers liked me at all. Between fighting over you and
turning down his offers to join you and he on the other side
of the street-,"
"When did he suggest that?" Remington asked her, one
brow raised in curiosity.
"Oh, when we were in England, when you were trying to get
out of the mess he made by trying to pass you off as the Duke
of Rutherford."
"Really? Daniel actually suggested that you-?"
She nodded. "He did."
"And of course you turned him down."
"Of COURSE I did," she said indignantly. "You
don't think I would seriously consider-," she broke off,
looking at him. "You're teasing me," she said, giving
his shoulder a playful slap.
Remington sat back, his arm still around her shoulders. "He's
right, you know, we would have made a hell of a team, the three
of us." When Laura turned to look at him, he quickly added,
"but I think I prefer my life as it is now- not having to
look over my shoulder as often. Besides, if Daniel needs me,
he knows where I am. For the first time in either of our lives."
"He's very fond of you, isn't he?"
"I owe Daniel almost as much as I owe you," Remington
agreed thoughtfully as Laura rested her head on his chest. "He
got me out of Brixton, saved my life. Because if he hadn't, I
shudder to think how I would have wound up. There are times when
I wonder why he chose me- out of all the kids in Brixton, why
me? What was so special about a scrawny, angry kid who had never
let anyone close to him that Daniel decided to help me?"
"Have you ever asked him?"
Remington shook his dark head, dropping a kiss onto her forehead
as she looked up at him. "No. I figure he'll tell me when
he's ready."
Laura snuggled closer. "I lost my father- and you found
someone to take the place of yours," she commented, and
Remington looked down at her.
"I guess he did, didn't he? I'd never really thought about
it that way." He rubbed her shoulder. "Have you had
dinner?" he asked.
"No. I wasn't really very hungry," she told him.
"Well, then, you should be now," he said. "I think
I can whip up something light. Why don't you finish watching
Bogey and Ingrid while I see what I can find?"
Laura nodded as he handed her the remote control. "Nothing
special," she called after him.
"I was thinking along the lines of noodle soup," he
told her, tossing a smile in her direction. He was relieved when
she smiled in return before hugging a pillow to her as she turned
her attention to the movie. "Won't be a moment."
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He was just taking the pan from the burner when he heard her
voice. "Need any help in here?" she asked from the
doorway.
Remington turned, seeing that she had removed her jacket. The
oversized shirt made her look even smaller than she was, like
a lost, lonely little girl who needed to be held. He put the
pan down again, and said, "As a matter, of fact, you CAN
do something that might help," he told her. "Come here,"
he said gently. She crossed the floor to stand before him, and
Remington slowly gathered her close. "You looked like you
needed a hug," he whispered into her ear.
"I think I did," Laura confessed.
He held her away from him. "Grab some bowls from the cupboard,
if you don't mind. And a couple of wine glasses." He picked
up the soup and bottle of wine from the counter and followed
her into the dining room, watching as she placed the bowls on
the table and then returned to the kitchen for spoons. "There's
some bread in the box," he called out.
"Bread?" Laura replied. "You're supposed to eat
crackers with soup. Not bread."
"Sorry," Remington told her with a grin as she returned.
"Fresh out. Guess I'll have to stock up." He held out
a chair for her, then went around to sit across the table.
As he shook out his napkin, Laura said, "Thank you."
He looked up at her, uncertain as he picked up his spoon. "For
what?"
"For being so understanding about everything. For taking
care of me."
"I'm just glad that you're LETTING me take care of you for
a change," he said, sipping the soup, watching her, expecting
her to react to that comment by insisting that she didn't really
NEED anyone to take care of her. But she only turned her attention
to the soup and began to eat.
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He carried the dishes into the kitchen after they finished, then
joined Laura in the living room. The warm, muggy night had given
way to a thunderstorm, and Laura was at the door to the balcony,
looking out. Remington came up behind her, putting his arms around
her and pulling her to him. "Penny for your thoughts,"
he said near her ear.
"I was just thinking about how everytime something earth
shattering happens in my life, I end up here."
"Umm. Maybe someone's trying to tell you something,"
he suggested.
"Maybe," Laura agreed, resting her head against his
shoulder. A small clock on the desk chimed the hour softly. "It's
getting late," she murmured, not moving.
"Yes," he agreed, thinking that very soon now, she'd
leave as she always did.
"At least tomorrow's Saturday. We don't have to get up early
or anything unless we want to."
We? Remington repeated to himself. Had he heard that correctly?
"I suppose not," he replied. "I wonder how long
this storm is going to last?"
"Probably all night," she said, turning in his arms
to look up at him, her dark eyes shimmering in the subdued lighting
of the room. "It doesn't matter anyway. I don't want to
be alone tonight."
Remington looked down at her. "And what do you intend to
do?" he asked cautiously.
"Stay here," she told him.
He looked thoughtfully at her. "I suppose we could play
pinochle," he suggested. She shook her head, slowly unfastening
the top button of his shirt. "Or read a good book?"
Another shake of her head, another button loosened. "Talk?"
Another button. "Uh- Laura," he said, pushing her to
arm's length. "I can't take advantage of you this way. Anymore
than I could after-," he was saying, but she pressed a soft
hand to his lips.
"I know what I'm doing, Remington," she told him. "This
isn't about Daddy. It's about us. You and me. I've let my fears
keep us apart for too long. Don't make me leave here tonight,
Remington. Please?"
He studied her pleading face for a long moment, then reached
up to frame that face with his hands before lowering his lips
to hers. There was only one way to be certain that this was what
she really wanted. His mouth moved over hers, opening hers fully.
He let loose all the pent up passion he'd been keeping I check
for the last four years, certain that the onslaught would frighten
her into pulling back as she always did.
But he felt her hands slide inside his unfastened shirt to bury
themselves in the dark hair of his chest before pulling the shirt
from his trousers. She opened beneath him like a flower, her
own passion an equal match for his. He moved his lips from her
swollen mouth, down the long length of her neck, to the point
where the shirt met in a "v" on her nape. "Oh,
Laura, Laura," he whispered as her hands slipped under his
slacks in back to caress his flesh. Looking up at her, he released
one button, kissing the exposed flesh, then the rest, as Laura
leaned back against the glass door that led to the balcony, her
eyes closed. "Open your eyes, love," he said softly,
and waited for her to do as he asked before continuing. Her hands
fell onto his shoulders as the last button was undone and he
slowly peeled the shirt back from her body. The flimsy bra she
wore was so like Laura, he thought. Ultra sensible on the outside,
business suits, slacks, those hats she loved to wear. But her
lingerie had always been just the opposite. Feminine, sexy.
Remington slid a finger beneath the front closure of the wisp
of lace and it opened. He saw her surprise at what he'd done,
and paused, uncertain if she was going to bolt. "You've
done this kind of thing before, haven't you, Mr. Steele?"
she said, and Remington released the breath he'd been holding.
She was teasing him.
"Oh, once or twice," he told her with a smile that
faded as he met her eyes. "But never with someone I love
as much as I love you."
Now it was Laura's turn to fall silent as his gaze moved to her
breasts. She moved her hands, as if to cover herself from his
eyes, but Remington shook his head, bringing them to his lips.
"You're beautiful," he assured her. "Absolute
perfection." He released her hands, placing them on his
chest, and brought one of his to her breast, noticing with some
surprise that it was shaking. His touch brought a soft sound
from Laura, and wanting to hear it again, he caressed the other
one the same way. Bending, he gently suckled her, then slipped
an arm beneath her knees and lifted her into his arms. In the
doorway of the bedroom, he paused, looking down into her beautiful
eyes. "You're certain about this, Laura?" he asked,
needing to absolutely sure.
Laura pressed a kiss to his mouth, her fingers in his dark hair.
"More certain than I've ever been about anything in my entire
life," she told him.
Remington kicked the door closed with his foot as he continued
into the bedroom. . .
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Much later, Remington smiled as Laura snuggled against him. They
were both physically exhausted. His calm, sensible Laura had
turned into a tigress once the bedroom door had closed. His back
was lucky that she kept her fingernails trimmed short, or he'd
be in a great deal of pain at the moment, he reasoned.
Ah, but it would have been worth it, he decided, stroking Laura's
hip as she lay beside him. "No regrets?" he asked softly,
pressing a kiss onto her hair.
"Not a one," she told him, looking up at him and grinning.
"Except that we waited so long to do this."
"Hmm. I seem to recall that I tried to convince you of that
on several occasions," he reminded her.
"You won't have to convince me anymore," she assured
him, her hand slipping beneath the sheet that lay over them.
"Remington?"
"Hmm?" he murmured, wondering if he would ever get
used to her using that name. "What is it, love?"
"I love you."
He tightened his arm around her, and they both slept. . .
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The next morning, Remington slipped out of bed and went out to
the kitchen to fix some coffee and breakfast for them, then took
it back to the bedroom, where Laura was just waking up. She smiled
a little nervously as he entered the room wearing his bathrobe.
"I wondered where you were," she said.
"Just thought we needed something to keep our energy up,"
he told her, placing the tray on the bed and then removing his
robe before joining her there again. Laura started to get out
of bed. "Where are you going?"
"I must look a terrible," she said, trying to run her
fingers through her hair.
He pulled her back beside him. "You look wonderful,"
he assured her. "Exactly how I've always imagined you would
look in the morning. Now sit and eat your breakfast." He
picked up his own coffee and took a sip before biting into one
of the croissants he had heated. "I suppose I need to call
Daniel, let him know he'll be needed here before long."
Laura paused as she lifted a glass of orange juice. "Daniel?"
she asked. "Why?"
"To be my best man," he said.
"Best man? As in wedding? As in-," she stopped.
"As in you and me, standing in a church, with all of our
family and friends to wish us well," he told her. Noting
the expression on her face, Remington frowned. "You don't
approve?"
"I just think we may be- rushing things a bit," she
said. "We've only just- and well, I think we should take
things a little more slowly."
"Slowly? What do you think we've been doing for the last
four years? Are you saying you expect me to wait another four
before you decide you're ready to marry me?"
"It's just- we never really DISCUSSED marriage before,"
Laura told him.
"I told you last night that it's what I wanted," he
reminded her. "Well, if we don't marry, then what do you
suggest? That we live together the way you and -and Wilson did?
With you looking over your shoulder every day, expecting me to
run off the way he did?"
"I just- Oh, I don't know. It's just happening so quickly."
Remington lifted her chin. "Tell me something, Laura, what
would your father have told you to do in this situation?"
Laura sighed. "He'd tell me to do what I think is right,"
she said.
"And what I think is right is that you and I make a full
and total commitment to our relationship and our future together.
Announce to the entire world that we're in love and partners
in every sense of the word, not just at the agency." He
rubbed her cheek with his thumb. "Laura, I want nothing
more than to stand with you before a church full of your family
and our friends."
"You won't feel tied down?" she asked in a small voice.
"Never. A marriage license isn't going to make me stay,
Laura. I've stayed for the last four years without one. YOU are
the reason I stay around here."
"A marriage license doesn't mean that- somewhere- down the
road, you'll decide that- that you'd rather be somewhere else,"
she reminded him, looking at the bed. "It's really just
a piece of paper."
"But I WANT that bloody piece of paper more than I ever
thought I would. I know it's just a symbol, and that it doesn't
guarantee that things will be perfect, but -I told you once that
I would never stop wanting you, remember? That's still true.Last
night didn't change that. It only made me that much more certain
that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, as Remington
Steele."
Laura smiled gently. "Call Daniel, Remington. You're going
to need a best man."
Remington smiled and pulled her into his arms, uncaring that
the tray was between them. "You won't regret it, Laura,"
he promised, drawing back only to place the tray on the floor
beside the bed, then pulling her close once again. . .
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